text books.

stuck.
well they may not be this dry, or dusty.
but they still make me sneeze.
& yawn.

freight train running through the middle of my head.

Vivien Leigh and Laurence Olivier in That Hamilton Woman. (1941)

the collection. 3o-something & growing/losing count.

the idyllic sweetness of being [boring]:

• romancing with books of sorts (5 going at a time is the only acceptable way)
• sleeping in, rarely past 9am.
• owl organization
• "there goes Riel, searching for the meaning of life.."-ZA.
• inspirational films. of love. of loss. of influential woman; tamers of the wild, of beauties & their beasts.