There is this moment (actually there are many) when I look at you and just know. I know.I know what this is, who you are, what we are, where we are going.

And then there are times where I am perturbed--no focus, chaotic,: and i know this is insane. What factor, what reason do I have to blame? Is it an absence? I feel it, if so. We are fortunate for this. The things that you say: are filling my heart: like oxygen does lungs.