the tangibility between

(Long ago) I wrote about how wild, raw, natural, real, etc you are. That still stands, you know this. But the issue at hand is what we have not developed in any area except the one that we have nearly  perfected. Can we work it out? 

That's always the question. Will it become tangible? We are absolutely drawn to another, the distance away from you makes my entire body ache. But elongated nearness makes me just as sore. What is this?

As I near the ending of More Die of Heartbreak (many die of radiation but more do of heartbreak, but no one organizes against it), with each page turn I am seeking this answer out. I turn to Bellow for descriptions of busty women, spinsters, offbeat botanists, and faint lovers. Why not this?