will i ever find someone to sit with me, (maybe on a swing) and read lolita out loud. yes, that will be the preliminary question from here on out. (the one to weed out the rotten legumes). oh how you've taught me, shown me, and formed a new soul.  one that has been brewing long within. and how wretched it would be to taint a sweetness as agreeable as me.

no longer will this be a mess. say goodbye to this docile girl. i'll have it all under control, i'm glad to let this go.